a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
cause im not god.
(posted on Thursday, December 9 by eii wyy nae.)
it has been two years {or probably it has been two years & a half or so} when i could do nothing else; two years full of moments i was powerless to change, two years full of letting go & letting it happen because im not god, no matter what buddha may say; it is a year i said the buddha might bee wrong. i walked paths expected & paths unplanned & i kept walking. the longest path of all is one i still stand upon, but it is no longer uphill & ive caught my breath.
i can look back & see the other paths behind me ~ the digital roadways that trucked my words to a larger audience; the charming pathways of cobblestone or brick or sand, bordered w/ flowers, birds & friends. they offered tea & sympathy, blue cupcakes, celebrations & invitations & i held out my hands & took them.
those paths are the reason i wont say empty; 2010 has not been empty @ all. i was wrong for thinking so. 2011 will bee softer. this year's surrender decrees it. my heart has been full of loss, joy, love & tears & grows softer daily. not weak but soft. strong. soft. soft.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
Labels: blue cupcakes, buddha, celebrations, cobblestone, decrees, digital roadways, god, invitations, powerless, tea.
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