a message for you.
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it went down like this.
(posted on Wednesday, March 24 by eii wyy nae.)
tonight a quiet night, tilly~belle asleep, asleep oh in my lap, a siren in the distance, life so fragile all around me. it breaks all the time. one night too cold & flowers don't bloom. one night too cold & a heart doesn't open.
i’ve warmth in my house though & if something breaks, i glue it back together; i’ve friends who will hold me until the glue dries.
&& come to think about "it", i don't have a clue why i hate how communication skills' atmosphere looks like every single week. i mean ... i keep on dealing with this one person whom i bet i hate for the rest of my life. nevertheless, come to think about it {again} i was just being professional with my work. no more or less than that. i'll never forget. what "they" have done to me. never. every single one of them. so as soon as i walk out from that class, straight away, i treat her as if we aren't this "mate~who~work~together stuff". it's completely off. speaking off having this "split personality" makes me sick. she && "they" might misunderstood me. the way i act. the way as if nothing really happen between us three years ago.
but heyy, the scar they left to me is still fresh. it's bleeding. still. FYI ... I'M JUST BEING PROFESSIONAL. && I'M NOT PRETENDING. LIKE HOW "OTHERS"MAY ACT LIKE. SO LET ALONE IN YOUR DREAMS ... I WILL NEVER~FOREVER~EVER BE NICE TO YOU AS A PERSON. && I'M HAPPIER TO LEAVE IT THAT WAY.
just to make things clearer. that's by it.
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will destroy what destroys me.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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