♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

so move over, dear fear.

(posted on Thursday, March 25 by eii wyy nae.)

dear fear,

i know that you’re there. & i know that you’re too stubborn to leave me alone. but i also know that you reside inside my brain. & the bigger, more powerful part of me resides within my heart, the source of love & all good things. & that part of me is even strong enough to love you.

because in a lot of respects, you can be my ally. you tell me where the danger is & you help me to avoid catastrophe.

but ... i‘ve learned that sometimes, my well being is not in your best interest. sometimes, when my heart feels strong & i’m full of passion for what i’m doing in my life you’ll do whatever it takes to fill my brain with doubt. you deceive me. sometimes i don't catch it right away & i fall for your tricks.

but not today.

so, fear ... i'm sorry i don't have more time for chit chat. i need to put my work boots on & start building my dream. so move over & stop buzzing in my ear like a pesky little mosquito.

or i'll squish you.

~~~

i like it, but i don’t. i want it, but i don’t. i’m fine, but i’m not. none of it matters, but it does.

Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.

Labels: chit chat, pesky, well being.

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