a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
life goes on ... & on.
(posted on Wednesday, January 13 by eii wyy nae.)
dear universe,
it has been a little while since i last wept. i‘ve been holding my fears, thoughts & dreams inside. however, i can no longer do this alone. i need you to hold on to some of my fears & dreams for me. i need you to hold them so that i’m free to "be".
i want to be present in the moment, i want to show up, i want to feel what is going on around me & i want to be able to appreciate it. with all of these thoughts swirly through my head, i’m never sure what to listen to & i always feel like i cannot stop & be right where i’m.
looking around, nothing is familiar, a face, a feeling ... nothing. all brand new. it's lonely, scary & sometimes sad. quietness surrounds me. i can hear people coming & going. footsteps, the sound of footsteps every now & again.noone to joke with. noone to laugh with. noone who knows me. a ‘foreign language’ being spoken all around meendcaps, sidecaps & other things i can't even begin to remember.
but all of this is ‘good’. it is very ‘good’; gaining experience, meeting new people & learning new things. everything is new. a new chance. a fresh start & who knows what the future will hold but for now it is in my favor. i think.
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tell the jerk to take this job & shove it where the sun don't shine! asshole. freak.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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