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blueness lifting.
(posted on Thursday, January 14 by eii wyy nae.)
i’ve been feeling really dreary lately. the rain, the time change. it has all weighed heavy on my heart. i miss the sunshine on my face. the smile of the clouds as they pass by. i miss being outside & soaking in this wonderful life. i’ve spent many days curled up in bed. the blankets my cocoon, holding in the tears that want to fall like the rain falling outside. i listen to the song the rain sings, hoping it will soothe my sadness.
i fell to the floor, begging to the world to help me find peace. i cried, pleaded & shouted. nothing seemed to help. for awhile i stayed in that position. huddled on the floor, aching & feeling pain in every inch of my body. i started to notice the sun shining. it came slowly & casting a light through my darkness. every so gently it got brighter & i was able to see things a little more clearly.
i rose to my knees. instead of begging & pleading i began to give thanks. i started to notice the beauty around me, i felt the earth, the breeze & the sun. i put my palms out, as if to welcome the new things coming way. a smile rose on my face & i embraced all the adventures i would soon take. on my knees i stood tall, proud of who i was. amazed at what i had been through & grateful to be here right now, in this moment.
rising up from the darkness. rising up from the despair. standing tall in who i’m. rising up to meet who i’m meant to be. riding through this magical place called life. walking through the flowers. reading the thoughts on people's faces. hearing stories & creating memories. taking it all in. feel the love that surrounds me. gaze up at the clouds & wish upon stars. sitting with the ones i love feels beautiful & warm. when i take a moment to pause, i can
see how lucky i truly am. i think.
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if i cannot find the truth where i’m, where else do i expect to find it.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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