a message for you.
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i decided to no longer play small.
(posted on Monday, January 3 by eii wyy nae.)
before i do the 2010 recap, i wanted to say a sincere thank you to all of you. 2010 was a weird, crazy, full full year. i love having this space to document the unfolding of my life. the celebrations, the heartbreaks, the flow, the joys, the photos, the assignments, the travel, the silly, the serious.
dear 2010, i can barely breathe when i think of you. & i mean that. i lived you @ lightening speed ~ it was all very fast w/ an enormous amount of transition. many people in my life thought i was downright crazy to cram so much in one year & there were moments when i certainly thought i was crazy w/ all that i was juggling @ any given moment. but even w/ all the chaos, i loved every minute of you; blessings & heartbreak & all. it will bee the year i'll always remember as being so full of abundance yet likely one of my hardest years ever. im hoping 2011 will bee a bit more gentle. in fact, im going to make gentle my word for 2011. by the way, nurture was my word for 2010 which makes me want to pee my pants in ironic laughter. my world should have been intense.
2010, you were a year rich w/ lessons, w/ beauty & w/ personal growth. mostly want to acknowledge my own endurance to get through some of my life's most stressful transitions during a relatively short amount of time. i want to acknowledge that none of this was exactly easy yet it brought a watershed of abundance mixed in w/ overwhelm & sheer joy. i want to acknowledge that more than ever i felt like i was crafting a life, laying down some roots & foundation for years to come, both personally & professionally.
im so proud of navigating the year's intensity w/ honesty, tenderness, quiet courage & heartbreaking steps toward keeping my heart open. never have i been more proud of my heart. im proud that my heart & i made some very bold choices toward the life we are creating together ~ even if those choices werent easy or delicate or perfectly planned out. im proud that we celebrated every tiny joy along the way together. im mostly proud of our journey. it hasnt been easy but its been incredibly rewarding, life changing, heart changing in all the ways i couldve never guessed. we are still in the beginning of this particular path but im so proud of our togetherness, our commitment to bee in this heart to heart.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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