a message for you.
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for the woman who forgot.
(posted on Saturday, January 15 by eii wyy nae.)
dont kill your fear then stand @ the funeral, all dressed in black, weeping as if you cared. hold it in your arms like a frightened child crying, her body trembling against your own as your sleeping heart rises to a call for compassion. embrace her till her weary eyes close & she is still, then dress in white as you behold a new child safe in your arms, alive w/ your love, surprised that you listened & decided to stay.
eyes wide open, 4am head foggy from a dream. first words of the day. “you pathetic woman. why cant you dream of the goddess.” black demon’s grip tightens @ the throat. what do youve to say. i lay on my back, remember to breathe & open my arms to fear. i speak to it w/out saying a word. no need to dream the goddess is here. this bed holding us both.
yet my body shouldnt hurt. my heart shouldnt disagree. work shouldnt bee so hard. the washer shouldnt stall. what if the shoulds could bee softened. tense muscles massaged into cans. my body can hurt. my child can disagree. work can bee hard. the washer can stall; i can lean against this life. let it hold me till i cry. for the woman who forgot, only gentleness heals.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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