♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

so there.

(posted on Sunday, October 31 by eii wyy nae.)

oh do sit down. grab some coffee or tea. lets talk. just you & me. about life. sound good. can i just tell you, between us, that the past 3~4 months have been pretty intense. okay. ive been to hell & back. ive felt the highest of highs & the lowest of lows. almost like my life went a little manic/depressive on me. i was addicted to flickr {which is not a drug .its an on~line photo community if youre not familiar}, had an emotional affair, people thing, my dearest kong kong got to hospital unexpectedly.

but ... thats the lowest of the lows. on the flip side, im grateful for my life. i challenge myself this semester & ive never felt stronger or better. im happy. im sometimes sad. im often confused. but i also feel a deep peace. no, life is not always pretty. life can bee hard. & life can bee downright nonsensical. im learning not to ask, "why did that happen." because there is no answer for some of the crazy shit that life throws @ you. we must just accept it."

so, for the first time im beginning to "get it". “get you”. “get them”. “get this game”. which means, i really dont have a clue what im doing much of the time, but im following what feels right. ha! again, just between you & me, im going to do something kind of radical. from now on, im going to live my life by following my truth. im only going to do things that feel right & good. is it logical. no. probably not. but to bee honest, ive never been the logical type. & thats okay because being logical is not my truth. {& dont worry. i’ll still make dinners, do the laundry, clean the house & schlep}. after all, i still have responsibilities but i may just fold the laundry in a very illogical manner. so there.

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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.

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