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i came back out.
(posted on Monday, October 25 by eii wyy nae.)
i sit here, needing something, but im speechless. ive spent another day running around in circles; some of them were good circles, some of them were too constraining. some of them werent circles @ all, they were spirals. ive so much to do that i cant concentrate on anything & for some reason, im exhausted. ive to submit my mib poster this weekend, ive to make it ready, ive to work my arse off just to catch things up, ive to do this, ive to do that.
but i sit here. hoping that if i get the words out, something will change. hoping it is the words, all jumbled up inside, causing this inability to focus. hoping. im outside, it is almost dusk, the air is still. my mind is not. my mind is like these mosquitoes that are about to drive me inside. pesky, buzzing, flittering, fluttering. annoying.
if i sit here long enough, i wonder if my mind will become as calm as the air. i hear birds. peeping frogs. no grasshoppers just now, perhaps they are already asleep. but i feel too tired. i dont have the energy. i dont think i’ll come back out. inside, the fans are still going. outside, the air is perfectly still. it has been like that since this morning. i think i just need to sit here for a bit & enjoy this breeze of silence.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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