♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

my heart trying.

(posted on Monday, March 15 by eii wyy nae.)

funny thing about just words, how you toss them out into the universe & they get heard, ideas are born & then more ideas & you think yes, you said you wanted to write, but really you are surprised the universe was so closely listening, so attentive, surprised at the opportunities & possibilities tossed back at you, as if to say really. you want to write.

you've always said you’ve nothing to say, well, here then, look here, a gift, write. & that's really the reason i kept waking, i suppose, new ideas in my head, another presentation & assignments maybe in the works, one that kept me up late thinking fastfastfast, yep, no wonder it was a sleepless night.

& so i write, & this morning i’m not on the couch where i can see those blossoms but propped up in my bed, watching the gray skies from another direction. my back to the flowers, my soul open to the rain, my heart trying.