a message for you.
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oh. morning not my best friend.
(posted on Saturday, February 13 by eii wyy nae.)
this is me, morning not my best friend, an image i've had for a while. i think my hair is shorter now after i curled them & i’m wearing a white gown thingie, but other than that not much has changed. my hair is up, pushed off to the side where it moves as i sleep ~ i cannot sleep unless it is pulled up ~ & those big old glasses that actually allow me to read, how attractive, are they.
i’m supposed to be at uni by 10 & though it is not always or even usually the fault of phone calls or texts that i rarely make it by then, it is often enough. i’m not a morning person. i stumble around, i knock things over, i feel rushed. this morning i spilled a coke before even having a coke & spent my new sitting~with~the~morning time cleaning mommy’s new carpet.
i don't want texts from anyone either ~ again, the lovely, lovely kat is exempt because her calls, texts, or even visits are always interesting & when i say to her i’ve to take a shower she says okay & goes on her way. not true with other people who can't understand why i sound aggravated after mentioning a shower 2 or 3 times, or saying i really have to get dressed 2 or 3 times, people who call me later & say are you feeling better. which actually kind of annoys me right now just thinking about it.
i want to buy an ice cream without engaging in conversation, i want to get in mommy’s car & not have a discussion about anything with up~on~the~corner~dan. i even feel rushed now, trying to squeeze it in between reports & assignments, or, like now, instead of doing what i really should be doing & i’m made suddenly aware of how relaxing it was to start my day with y'all, in silence, tilly~belle on my lap.
ah well. it is now 9:38. i’ll make it to uni by 10.
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i wish i was better at living vertically. it is definitely a skill, don't you think.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
Labels: big old glasses., morning person, muffin, white gown thingie
