a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
i’m just torn in so many directions.
(posted on Thursday, February 18 by eii wyy nae.)
somedays i’ve so many words that if i shared all of them with you, you’d run out of the room, far away from your lappy screen, holding your head, pulling our hear, screaming, “what is that lady trying to do to me.” other days i’ve none. no words. nada. nothing.
& today is one of those days. okay. wait. i’d have one word. a really long word but if it’s not in the dictionary, is it really a word. oh. that’s right. it is in the dictionary published in the antarctic & alaska & wisconsin. brrrrrr.
slowly my body tired & beat i continued on with small steps, looking down at my feet, the chalky grey dust mixed with the tears of others that i had climbed over to reach the sky. up & out of the darkness into the light. where was i. where would i go. i hear too much, too much screaming, too much crying. what has happened.
feeling so lost my feet keep moving forward. maybe my eyes will bring me to a familiar face, to a familiar place, i don’t know this place. my body crumples to the ground, no more can my feet carry me. tears have welled up inside my eyes, as i blink they seem to flood my cheeks below. now it is my own voice i hear, crying, screaming. i must scream louder than all the rest. i must.
help me. please help me. someone, anyone please help me. my voice grew weary. i closed my eyes & in my mind said the words, “PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME.”
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i want diamonds & daisies. want. want. want.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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