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(posted on Friday, January 1 by eii wyy nae.)
a busy, busy day for me, this friday has been. i've decided that 2010 will be my year. of course, i’ll share it with you but i’m making my dreams come true this year. today, i took a babystep toward that reality. & it feels so SUPERFUNKTASTIC. i’m serious. it was heartwrenching for me. at the time, i was experiencing several personal matters, loss, moves, study & status changes. all those things that i’ve to survive while living. it seemed like i could get my head above water & then another wave would come.
jægerspris slot ~ i surely spent a lot of time in a state of somnambulant laziness, hanging about, waiting for the king to show up. i've very unwisely spent the next~to~last day of the decade in a state of somnambulant laziness. i slept in till almost 11. *bliss*
looking back over the past year, much has happened. i feel like a different person here at the end of the year than i was at the beginning of it. it's quite fascinating how those changes occur incrementally & one day you suddenly realize that you're transformed. there have been some constants ~ noticing the world around me, inspiration, overthinking & general navel gazing. & it seems like evolution comes up kind of a lot but i blame someone else for that. i've spent some time looking back on the year in a couple of ways. one, by reading skimming back over this blog & two, by browsing back through my iphoto. shall we take a little stroll down memory lane.
i braved the grocery stores, just as everyone {including myself} was hamstering {direct translation from danish} for the days ahead when the stores are closed but i was so relaxed from all that sleep that the lines & the crowd didn't even bother me.
i bought food for a new year's feast. i made homemade lemon curd for a passion fruit roulade that i'm going to make tomorrow. i picked up some great hummus sandwiches from sundwich, a local sandwich place. mid-afternoon, we watched hercule poirot {he really gets a lot of grief for being belgian}. i baked a loaf of bread on which i sprinkled sunflower seeds. i did four art journal pages in a state of total flow. thankyou clary sage.
& i did it all in a very advanced state of relaxation. because i know that we're not running around with anything that we have to do for the next few days. we're making our own leisurely new year's dinner tomorrow. some gorgeous madagascar prawns {was so relaxed i didn't even think about madagascar prawns }. a beautiful beef roast with all the fixings, the aforementioned lemon curd & passionfruit roulade, a bit of champagne ~ just for ourselves. after all of the running around & hectic feelings of new year’s eve, we're bringing in the new year in an utterly relaxed style at home. & i guess i've reached a point in my life where that sounds just perfect.
fast forward until this year, i finally can do whatever i want. i've been exploring so many different things i'd like to do. i’d like to thank you all for coming along for the ride. i would still like to do yoga but the nearest ‘school’ is in ‘so~called~savannah’, downtown ‘savannah’ & so about an hour & a half from here. i considered doing massage therapy after a naturopath. it sounded awesome at the time but then, well i really just don't want that kind of hassle if i’m to remain free to move about. & i’m daring to believe that it will all happen.
tonight, me & ji jae’s little brother are going out on a ‘date’. we haven't been ‘alone’ since ji jae left back. so now we've only had a few stolen moments. even when their maa was with us, we didn't go out by ourselves. maybe a car ride here, or there but nothing tres ‘romantic’, you know. we’re going to his daddy’s company new year’s eve party & then enjoying a nice, romantic dinner together. oh la la, i can't wait. :D :D
jokes. ps : i’m joking. it’ll be wayy much better if you’re able to make it with us. wish you had been here with us.
here's wishing all of you exactly the new year's eve you'd like. & with that, i believe it's my last posting of 2010 {though you never know}. i wish you all a very good new year's eve full of laughter & good conversation & just a wee bit of champagne. looking forward to seeing you all in 2010. will have tunes & a picture on saturday & sunday here at the blogaroo, in case you get bored.
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it truly, truly is ...
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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