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side by side.
(posted on Thursday, December 31 by eii wyy nae.)
sometimes i get these moments. these "ah~ha" moments when i feel the switch in my head turn on. the light bulb goes on, the spark ignites the fire. i’m not sure how it happens, or why it happens but i’m really glad that i’m in tune to it happening. i feel it taking place. normally it is on the right side of my head. which brain is that. it happened today. the switch went off.
too often i concentrate on the sadness. the mistakes, the things i’ve done wrong or wish would have happened. but take a look around. look at everything that has happened for me. look at all the good things.
throw away the regrets. throw away the mistakes. throw away the hurt & anger. so much happiness encompasses our every day. embrace that with open arms. you think.
we used to stand side by side, walk hand & hand, look into each other’s eyes. what do we do now. how do we act now. how did we even get here. ~~ i don't have any answers. i’m not even sure what is going on but here we are ... not side by side.
i need to go back to making my list at night of what made me happy that day. a short list comprising of only three things. out of twenty four hours in a day, it should be easy to find three things that made me smile, made my heart skip a beat & made my life worth living. but i’m so not gonna to let you read my list, just yet.
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i’m thinking i’d prefer not to be rescued.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae. Labels: mistakes., open arms, regrets, skip a beat
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