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i mean how stupid would i sound.
(posted on Thursday, December 3 by eii wyy nae.)
i impatiently asked my three-year-old cousin to : be patient. a few days ago. i don’t need to explain the situation. it had something to do with velcro tennis shoes & getting out the door to preschool & with both her & her sister asking for multiple things at the same time. well: be patient girls.
because i’m only one lady & i can only do five things at a time, not ten. & i’m sure i said it a bit too harshly because they both reeled back as if the words themselves had smacked them in the face. i guess words have physical power of their own.
later that day as i sat in a doc’s office waiting for a doc that was on the phone to another patient with only my phone & a 13 month old people magazine to keep me company {anyone wants to know what catherine zeta jones was wearing last year.}, i remembered what i had snarled out to coco earlier that morning. be patient. right.
i’m aware of my frailties as a big sister. i’m aware that i’m often grumpy, impatient, cluttered & undisciplined. so it’s not just about patience. it’s eating right & exercising. it’s keeping a calm & tidy bedroom. it’s living in moderation & taking care of my family & friends. it’s all of it. how can i fairly expect from them what i’m not modeling to them. how can i ask them to clean their rooms if mine is full of unfolded laundry & piles of books. today i’m endeavoring to be patient at the very least & at the most, take my own advice.
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but my ugly side is i’ve traded everything for love.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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