a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
alone in here i don’t hear your sound.
(posted on Thursday, November 5 by eii wyy nae.)
what if this is it right here, right now my defining moment. what if every event, heartache & mistake was perfectly planned to lead me into the situation i presently find myself in. what if mystic voices whispered answers to me while i sleep & people are carefully thrown in my path - all for the evolution of my greatest good whether i like them or not.
what if it was not an accurate prediction of what my future will look like. what if i was not the only one feeling this way - tired & lost, joyful & free; all at the same time. what if others were also thirsty for the same soul balm i was craving. what if i could meet them simply by following my own truth. what if the reason i don’t fit it feel outside the box, outside the norm is because i was not built to fit but to create my own molds & make my own set of rules.
what if they were wrong. the mean voices that live in my head that say things like, “no you can’t” & “that is not possible” & “what a stupid idea”. what if those voices do not belong to me but some hurt angry child i never met that needs love & care. what if my faults were also my assets disguised as flaws. what if nothing was random, not even a spilled cup of coffee or a broken heel on the way to uni.
what if there is no one left to impress. what if there is nothing wrong with me & nothing wrong with them. what if it was all striped away - my comforts, distractions, addictions & praise so i could finally meet the raw, naked version of myself who is much stronger & bad ass than i expected. what if this helps me see what i’m really made of & i realize that is it not only more than enough but that i, yep me, dear soul is nothing short of extraordinary.
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i don’t know where i’m going & i don’t who will be there when i arrive. but i’d know that my time in between with you has saved me, a little.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
Labels: bad ass, broken heel, defining moment., greatest good, mean voices, mystic, raw version, soul balm
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