♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

playfool pretend.

(posted on Friday, October 9 by eii wyy nae.)

i wake, sketch them, or jot a few notes, then back to sleep i go. last night i didn't - i hoped i would remember when i awoke & i did, so the idea was saved. & the dark line slashing it in two.

the rain is back, it circles & circles & stays, the day is gray, the fallen leaves are brown & wet & stick to shoe bottoms. i find them all over the house. i should just start putting them in white bowls & cozying them next my bowls of words. the tv news says more rain is coming.

but i’ve a new book here beside me, in which i’ve seen the words marmalade, lavender, scarlet silk. i’ve a healing cat asleep in her basket by the front glass doors, nestled atop white flannel sheets sprinkled with blue flowers, her ears no longer showing above the basket rim, sleep pulling her down into its nest. i’ve the sound of a fan lulling me into sleepiness, a coke in front of me trying to keep me awake for the craig ferguson show, tonight's pjs baby blue with white polka dots. i’ve a white blanket to tuck around my toes & the peace of mommy’s house, the clutter tonight not disturbing me.

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