♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

& hopefully to sleep i will go.

(posted on Thursday, October 8 by eii wyy nae.)

i am up - cannot sleep. looking for a picture under which to type, i found this. another tilly~~belle in a basket photo. right now she is nestled on the bench at the foot of my bed. & i am awake, wide awake, up from dreaming that the white ruffles on my sheet were huge white flowers, caressing my cheek like the hand of a lover. up from laying in the silence in my room, now kept company by the sound of a thunderstorm on cd, ironic since the sound of real rain lulled me to sleep earlier. up from all the thoughts that i cannot shake:

laundry needs folded, a wedding down the street, lock on my front door is broken, need to buy ice & coke & bread & cat food, field of dreams, remember to sign new car insurance papers, remember to look for new car insurance papers - where did daddy put them?

it's too hot, it's too chilly, my ear is hurting - does that mean i am getting sick?, is it the flu?, new kitty next door, rain again, out of season tulip tree blossoms, paper whites breaking ground, need to photograph green high heels, what has happened to rachel lucas?, i wish i'd talked those little girls into peeping over the fence for a photograph, the bruneian-american revolution, baseball season is almost over, do the cowboys play tomorrow?, should i take something to help me sleep?, katie's wedding pictures, what is the student edition of photoshop & why is it so much cheaper than regular photoshop?, film for julie, that funny picture in the photoshop disasters blog, eiiwyynae is better, mommy, i drank too many cokes today, i hope it's not still raining tomorrow, maybe i should turn on the fan, i hope i don't catch katie's cold - she said robert was now coming down with it so it's contagious, maybe that's why my ear is hurting, who's walking around upstairs? - he or she can't sleep either, why does it seem so light out - is it the moon or did heidi leave her back porch light on?.

i hate that light, why did mommy switch her phone service to suddenlink? - the caller id is still wrong, i don't want to deal with them, maybe i should just go to the lab & work on photos, hardly strictly bluegrass, the big lebowski - i need to watch it & return to netflix; i've had it a month, i need to call lulu, i need to make get well cards for emma & sharon, i should start making christmas cards, i need to clean the house, the bathroom cabinets need re-painted, i am still itching from whatever i am allergic to out in the yard, should i cut my hair?, i am clenching my jaw - no wonder my ear hurts, maybe i should play tripeaks - that always makes me sleepy, i want some ice water, tilly~~belle to the vet, that stupid key stuck in the door, restless legs syndrome, mark steyn on hollywood & roman polanski, blueberry eggos, is that lasagna in the fridge still good?, if i had milk i could eat some cheerios, maybe i'll watch craig ferguson on youtube, maybe i should just read, why did i let my camera battery get so low?, i need to pay that dr. bill - where did i put it, it's way overdue, maybe that's what all the unknown phone calls are about, i'll bet they are, it's really way overdue, where is it?, i need to figure the utilities for rbl - they're way overdue too, hydrangea trees, that 5 year old kid shot that alligator; too funny, i should have gone to blue moon, that dog molly is really cute in her lifejacket, i need to get a halloween costume.

still awake. reading the news is too frustrating.

craig ferguson wins.

Signed with love,

the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.

Labels: alligator, baseball season., blue moon, halloween costume, lifejacket, restless legs syndrome, roman polanski

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