a message for you.
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here for a reason.
(posted on Sunday, October 25 by eii wyy nae.)
when the new tv season began i started watching “flash forward” on thursday nights & i’m hooked. the premise of the movie ~ every living soul here in earth losses consciousness at the same time for approximately 137 seconds. after waking up it’s confirmed that they’ve all had visions of what they’re doing, 6 months into the future on april 29 & 30 2010. one guy sees himself being shit, another girl sees herself being drowned, one woman sees herself with another man besides her husband. the woman engaged to the man who sees himself getting shot & sees herself getting married. it might sound confusing but it’s intriguing & intelligent & compelling & brings up the question you probably already figured i was going to ask you but before i’d, just so you know we’ve discussed this in our house & we’re on two different sides.
if given the chance i would take it & want to see my life 6 months from now. nevertheless coco says he wouldn’t take the opportunity that he’s rather just wait & be surprised. so now i ask you, “ if you could see what would be happening to you or what you would be doing 6 months into the future, would you want to know?” would you.
when the world is cruel & i feel like stones are being thrown at me, he holds me close so i can bury my head in his neck. when i dance around the house to really loud music & sing off key, he watches me with a smile on his face. when i’ve done the best i can & i still don’t think it’s good enough. he tells me i’m a superstar. when i want to be lazy on a sunday afternoon, he takes my hand & says me too. when the days are long & i start counting them until he’s home again, he counts with me. when my thoughts are all over the place & i can’t control them, he gathers them all together & helps me concentrate. when i want to take walk around the pond & take photos, he carries my camera bag & sees things i don’t see. when he misses me more than he ever thought possible, he lets me know.
& that’s exactly how Audi 5 guy treats me. it’s that much, now. too bad although i could tell what he’s trying to do somehow i make pretend no notice any of it. yet he seems to understand in his prime. i’m heartless. sorry.
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i admit it i am scared to answer love’s call, all over again. as hard as it is for me to say those words when someone asks me what i’d, that’s what/who i’m.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
Labels: camera bag, hooked, living soul., visions
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