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(posted on Wednesday, August 5 by eii wyy nae.)
i didn’t want them to see. i would run over milky fields & through thirsty streams until i was alone & i could fall. i had become addicted to the feeling. scared of everyone i would hold on. once far away i could be myself. paralysed on the floor i dreamt of the merman who would take me away. under the ocean where i belong. with the sun beating on my ribs.
i am praying for a couple of people today & one of those people is myself. i have been silly & neglected my little journal for some time & with that i ruined some beautiful friendships through words & i would like to get them back & send packages full of glitter stars & polaroids of my milky fields.
she hung off the balcony. clinging to the rain clouds she saw her future. an old lady shut in a basement with lavender & poison & young children on mattresses, dirty with pale skin & freckles. they had never seen the ocean or the funfair on bramble hill & they often wept at night. she would ask why they were there & why she was there & why they were so full of sorrow, but they never answered.
i don’t know why i wrote something so sad. i could not imagine never seeing the ocean or never going to a funfair. it would be horrid.
Signed with love,
charlie wyy.
Labels: bramble hill, glitter stars, merman, milky fields, rain clouds., thirsty streams
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