a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
get the jibber jabber to stop.
(posted on Wednesday, February 23 by eii wyy nae.)
im here sitting in the dark of the early morning w/ music playing softly in the background & a gazillion thoughts flying around in my head. today i could not for the life of me get my thoughts to settle, which has been my experience for most of this challenge. i sit down & take a few deep breaths. i put a smile on my face & i let the feeling of peace wash over me. then my mind pounds on the door & invites itself in to sit w/ me. my mind has no manners. so i spend the next few moments trying to quietly get the jibber jabber to stop.
today i decided to listen to my thoughts. i thought that maybee there was something that i was supposed to hear. sure enough my thoughts were all around one central theme. this blog. i could not stop thinking about my blog. it was like my spirit was saying, "hello! ive got things to say & youre not sharing them!" i havent been posting like i want to. life has been very busy. ive neglected to figure out how this blog will fit into my week. now here is where i ask myself a question. have i really tried to find the time to blog. hm. im not so sure ive. ive thought about it. ive had plenty of thoughts to share, but ive been resistant to sit down & share them.
why am i keeping my thoughts in my head again. or more accurately, why am i keeping my spirit quiet. i havent done this for quite some time. i can see now, that by shushing my thoughts, they become too big to ignore. they make meditation impossible for me. in order to quiet my mind, my mind cant bee overflowing w/ thoughts that are meant to bee shared. just getting this little bit out of my head has helped me to feel a bit better. i feel more @ peace & calm. there is still much to bee said, but its time to get my day started. i may need to make my blog part of my daily meditation for awhile. so bear w/ me as i sort through the clutter that has accumulated in my mind. this may take awhile.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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