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(posted on Thursday, January 6 by eii wyy nae.)
home. such a trigger. such a hard thing, when you no tengo home or when the rules to the one youve are suddenly changed & it is no longer home, it is just a place you go to when youre sleepy & you even try to figure out how to avoid that because it is just not home. you stop caring if the floors need mopped or the windows need washed; even if youre still there, you understand it is not yours, no matter the number of years shared, no matter the love still within the walls youve painted w/ happiness or as a soothing to grief & my god, how sad a place it was when you moved in & how contented you made it feel for a good long while.
now you watch indifference move in because it isnt yours ~ you'd forgotten that but it isnt & tha's neither here nor there, its just the truth & such is life & you set out to find another place & despite obstacles of money & time, you believe, you really do, deep down in your bones & your soul, that there is a place out there w/ your name on it, just waiting & you know you'll find it & you know you'll bid this place goodbye & make yourself your own home.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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