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just let go.
(posted on Tuesday, January 25 by eii wyy nae.)
i walk along the beach for miles, hoping to find the perfect seashell or sand dollar, bits of shattered dreams of perfection. tired but still wistful, i find you; the man who can glue me back together w/ enough compliments that the cracks no longer show. i want you to say something, but the silence is like a demon howling in the night for me to do more.
this doing drowns me in high tide each time i feel unworthy. my limbs are thrashed; my heart is bruised; i cant stop the salt water tears. so i create a mosaic w/ shells, sand dollars, words working w/ the pieces to write myself whole.
so much mud inside this lake, this mind searching for clarity. ripples of breath meet waves of thought as both struggle for stillness. i hear him whisper, “ just let go.” the mud begins to settle. lotus palms open to whats here as silence speaks his name.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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