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(posted on Tuesday, November 2 by eii wyy nae.)
today was a day. a really really good day. ive been taking several practice runs out & about. the walks across one lecture class to another are getting longer. im getting stronger. & now im venturing farther away from “people but rather, i wish ive the time to go out for breakfast, running errands, etc etc. of one very yummy vanilla lemondrop {hard to believe its been 10 months since my last one}. of confidence. of letting go {it continues}.
im still having a few moments here & there of pure terror. moments where im frozen inside the who am i, what am i doing, am i going to bee okay gremlins. but the laughter & the silly are making a comeback. or making up hilarious lyrics to the melodies i know so well but cant remember the words to. inside all of this, im tending to my soul & to my body. im calling it radical self care. im giving my broken pieces that exist in this journey a real voice & trusting my closest friends & family w/ my vulnerability.
feeling so changed by it all, i feel like a new person finding her way around in a new world. like a baby. i. love. my. life. now.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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