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(posted on Wednesday, October 6 by eii wyy nae.)
aha, thinks i, “we do it to each other, we say to each other i wanna hear about only your happy times, please dont tell me about another weekend that broke your heart, please just give me a list of joy”, & i get that, i really do, dear god, there are days im on my knees w/ thanks for those blogs & websites that are just happy & full of words that make me smile, full of pretty pictures, & there are days i bloghop from one white house blog to another, grateful they are there to pull my thoughts away from the clutter in my house, from the fear that im stuck in these rooms forever when i want so badly to bee gone.
i thank the universe, god & the trees, the moon & stars that these places exist.
this is not one of those places. when i get down i talk about it. sometimes the details are unnecessary, the road that led me there unimportant, but ive to talk about it & ive to let those words loose into the air, ive to find my way to the gifts hidden in the blues.
it is nothing to worry about. it is just life. & yep, perhaps i get sad more often than others, sadness brought about by events i cant control & i would like to say im sorry about that, but im not. there will bee no apology here for feeling things. would i like to bee less so. yep, but i’ll not apologize for the way im.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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