friends, teachers & students of my old schools, arranged a surprise party for me. it was wonderful to see how many people participated in the preparation of the party & w/out me knowing almost anything. i say ‘almost’ because w/ my feminine intuition, i tried to push lynna to say something by using the strategy of ‘ making arrangements’ for the evening of the 13th of september {for the behalf of my 9/11}, so that she would then have to say that its not possible due to ‘other’ arrangements, but she didnt say anything.

the idea was to give me a gift of love & transfiguration in an exemplary way, as for many years ive celebrated my birthday in a very small group of friends, & rarely celebrating w/ more than one or two party/ies.

my day had been quiet, i had spent many hours “meditating” & i was completely unaware of the wonderful surprises that were awaiting me. azeem had told me that he wanted to take me for a “romantic” walk in the park & on the way we would have to pass by natha because he had left a book there.

the night had been prepared w/ a lot of love & great care & what most fits me. the gestures of love & the heartfelt thoughts were openly expressed & this was somehow the mark {highlight} of the evening. even how the room was decorated in a beautiful, feminine, romantic & delicate way perfectly matching my soul.

the setting for the night was truly blissful. as i entered the living room, the room was in almost complete darkness & my eyes were closed while i was greeted by all the guests who had made a long passageway for me to walk through, they call it the “angel walk”, i was gently caressed & touched as i was escorted person by person into the center of the room. it is a very special experience, the sensation of gentle touching & caressing evokes a feeling of expansion & opening @ the level of the heart … & there i was.

@ the end of the passage of angels, i was gently lifted in the air, giving me the sensation of flying; an important experience for an air sign like me. after i was placed on a chair … opening my innocent eyes, i was met by one of my dearest friends; cami.

those jokers just dunno when to quit.

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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.