a message for you.
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talismans will move me into those feelings.
(posted on Thursday, September 30 by eii wyy nae.)
i type a few words & stop, elbows on the desk, hands folded as if in prayer & stare at this screen. im not thinking anything, im blank. it is a meditation ~ if i tried to still my mind, legs crossed, candle burning, i would bee unable. i let the sounds go by, tilly~belle’s soft snores, the hum of the lappy, the clickclacks of keystrokes when i’d find some words & im suddenly aware that the space bar makes a different sound, a more decisive sound, harder; the letters are soft, cushy clicks. the space bar is a definite clack. i apparently bring a little zen to this place.
we try so hard, dont we. us women. to bee happy, to bee joyful. the truth is that the words are just words, the truth is that joy lies in the brushstrokes, the word matters not. i'd forgotten that until i picked up a brush again, until i began once again to gesso & the world fell away. i'd forgotten that it is up to me.
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Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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