♥ {confessional, sweet battle && interrupted thoughts} ♥

i’ll stop my searching.

(posted on Wednesday, March 31 by eii wyy nae.)

i believed that being happy was the only choice i could ever make that would ever really mean anything. i believed that being patient was a gift that people are born with & that i fit had to be learned, it would never be fully grasped.

i believed that trying to change someone was the only thing in life that was truly impossible. i believed that believing in myself was the only thing i had any control over & some days that belief was a slippery little sucker that i had a hard time holding onto.

& today, whatever i’ve done i merely feel is completely a big mistake. i shouldn’t have come over. i shouldn’t have join the club. but i can’t do that. simply because ... they’re the best left for me in uni. though every now & then, i honestly could feel the presence of “seclusion”. conceivably i’m not too good for them. maybe it’s the way i act in front of them. maybe there is something wrong with me.

it’s not a jealousy issue. simply, i’ve feelings. but then again ... i just don’t know.

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just stop it, already. immature.

Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.

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