a message for you.
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like no other.
(posted on Wednesday, February 10 by eii wyy nae.)
after a week of many hours spent behind the cam, i think the term focus has taken on a whole new meaning. it has been about keeping pace with incredibly brave & talented women, finding my footing, trusting my eye & experiencing a kind of tired i've never felt before.
like bone tired. the kind of tired that comes from holding space, caring deeply & immersing.
how different it is to really want something. to throw it all in & to have to actually believe i can do it. that i’m entitled to be where i’m. & how easy it is to indulge in the idea that i might blow the whole thing & be found out. that i really was a fraud all along.
so continues the unveiling of the obvious. that i’m as real & entitled as i believe myself to be. that as i stand in an endless hall of mirrors & really open my eyes to the friends & colleagues, mentors & muses that are reflected there, i know that it would be nothing short of an insult to them & to myself to reflect back anything less than what i see.
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wild hearts can’t be broken. so do i. in near future.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
Labels: footing, fraud., muse
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