a message for you.
please excuse my dust as this blog site is still under construction.
when the days are over.
(posted on Saturday, November 14 by eii wyy nae.)
i don't have much to write here today but i've a hell a lot to say. when i tried to put the images together, it didn't work. you're nothing but my forever-be-leftover dream. you're the past & the forgotten. it is who you were born to be - for you could have sued my ass. ironically these flashbacks & the ghost of you just won't leave me alone. so, god do me a favour - why don't you leave me alone. kick those fucked up sufferings & heartaches & all good-for-nothings as furthest as a goddamned world lands. will you spare another chance for me only, only to get this poor little thing feel like she is living her life as safe as she deserves to be. i just want to be happy.
the end was meant to be & i didn't miss it after all. i can't think of anything more inspiring about you. never will i be. because you've got this one girl & another & only god knows when the cycle stops. that one praising one another up the wazoo; everyone jumps on this bandwagon or that one & then the next one.
sometimes it upsets me & you let it. it was you. it's you. it's enough. even if no one else thinks so. i'm human. then i get over it & continue doing my thing. slightly different through time. laughter heals me temporarily. get over myself & my shit & move on. i've been told i don't have an edit button in my writing. that's 100% true because oh my gosh, i just wanted to tell you words you've never heard from me - i hate you for who you're. i hate you for stories you've made up. i hate you forever. i could go on & on with this.
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i'm afraid of, um, almost everything.
Signed with love,
the diarykeeper, eii wyy nae.
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